singer looking for rock band

hi everyoneee, my name is bibi, im 21 and looking for a band :) i write lyrics and have always loved to sing, and am learning the guitar right now.
i would love to make music similar to bands/artists like black midi, geese, squid, geordie greep or preoccupations. not sure which genre it would exactly fall into, but i would describe it as rock with often 2 guitars, where there is just a lot going on, which some people call chaotic, but i think it's the best music there is.
my instagram is @bibielias188, you can have a look at my vibe and i have a story highlight on there with some lyrics i have written :)
i moved from a small town in the netherlands to berlin last year, with the goal of finding a band (and because new york was too expensive hahah). so i don't have any experience of being in a band yet, but i have all the passion, drive and motivation to make up for that.

im looking for people who would take their band as seriously as i will :) at the risk of sounding corny, it is my dream/goal to be in a band for a living and tour the world, and i will not stop until i have achieved just that. if you share this same goal and like some of the bands i mentioned, let me know! not sure what usually the next step is, but just send me a message and we can see from there. <3